Repulsion

When I rode up to the rearview mirror

to hold at bay the secrets I can’t control

The heart extends to bludgeon every witness

With abject refrains of ethion memories

to win the game a bishop must be sacrificed

the price I pay turns faces blank as night

Am I the poltergeist of my future self

From what I carry back to every night from hell

Mana can’t you lead yourself all over cross the hood of my eyes

When I dream of flying I look down because the circle is dry

Take me to the bricks in my reflection

Render on to me the sole Achilles Heel

Milk my next of kin until

they pull over this mountain crane

I hold my breath unto the end of my rope

until the needle beams start to break

to win the game a bishop must be sacrificed

the price I pay turns faces blank as night

Am I the poltergeist of my future self

from what I carry back to every night from hell

Mana can’t you lead yourself all over cross the hood of my eyes

When I dream of flying I look down because the circle is dry

Oh, near the north of the Mason Dixon

Where a man ….

I am at my still repulsion of myself

Oh, near the south of the Mason Dixon

Where a man ….

I am at my still repulsion of myself

Am I the poltergeist of my future self

from what I carry back to every night from hell

Mana can’t you lead yourself all over cross the hood of my eyes

When I dream of flying I look down because the circle is dry